Words are not enough

Some things can not be said

Communication

Does it ever occur?

 

Language

Speaking

Hearing

Writing

Reading

 

Sure something transpires

But is it true communication?

What is true communication?

 

You hearing what I mean

Me seeing what you say.

 

Some things just doesn’t translate

Does not survive the leap from my mouth to your ears

Sometime I wonder if anything translates

 

In a way

We are all alone

Entwined behind our filtering of the world

Based on the unique circumstances in our own life

 

Forever alone, walking a lonely road

But at least we are all alone – together

 

I know you want to protest…

You have reached others

Maybe I reach you… through some of my words

 

Maybe I simply can’t put these words, so you understand what I mean…

(Then again maybe you are right, in some respect…)

 

Leading nowhere

A lonely road

 

I do however believe

We’re all connected by the roots

 

What I think, really is going on

Is something much more like music

 

My feelings, my thoughts

Resonate with you

Not by direct contact, but indirectly

 

Not like you strike the key to my piano

But like a piano, can start to hum

If another instrument strikes the right tone

 

Like I’m a sounding board to you

And you to me

 

You see…

Even if we don’t truly meet, out there

 

In here

In our hearts

Our resonating chambers

Strikes a chord

Through space and time

I’m at the crossroads…

I’m looking for a sign. Where to go?

My god – I’m lost…

The devil is in the details. In the small details of the choice. In the belief the choice is real. In the real choice. I will not walk the roads. They carry me no further. They give me nothing back. I choose not to choose. I won’t play this game. The road ahead is also the road behind me.

Samsara.

It’s all an illusion. An endless cycle of birth, death and rebirth.

No more. I refuse to keep wandering through. My restlessness is gone. I’m here. At the crossroads. And finally I see, I’m not lost. I’m where I should be.

I’m there.

 

My life is in a crossway

I’m at the crossroads